Trouble Imagining Being Female

One of the issues that I experienced in invoking the Goddesses was simply imaging what it was like to be female. I found this remarkably hard! I was surprised by that to be honest. Here is an extract from Chasing the Goddess…..

Back home, the meditations continued. I tried to do walking meditations imaging that I were Morana but without so much of the success I had had with the two gods – Perun and Veles. Perhaps it was difficult for me to imagine being a female deity? None the less, I persisted and would get some impressions like the idea of Morana as being ‘my perception.’ I puzzled no end over that one but wondered if she was telling me that I had developed a bit of a gloomy perception of things? One impression that I got a lot was one of being retracted into the Earth – a sort of pulling in – a withdrawal back to security of the womb? She was a mirror to life, snowy, cold, even emotionally cold with an embrace that welcomed you like the grave – again a retraction back into the Earth.

Chasing the Goddess became an odyssey into my own subconscious mind or underworld. There I met demons and chaotic forces yet in the Spring, I re-emerged helped by the natural cyclic push to grow and emerge from the darkness into the light. What had I brought forth from the darkness?

Chasing the Goddess is out now in Kindle and paperback formats.

The Day I Kissed Rachel Sweet

As you get older, the mind sometimes tend to wander back in time to those moments that could have, may have….. changed my life.

One such moment was when at Aston University.. I was the Stage Manager – a volunteer position – in the Student’s Union. One day back then we had the Stiff tour booked. This was a bunch of artists signed to the Stiff record label. It had Wreckless Eric and a number of others present including one young gal from America by the name of Rachel Sweet……

My job was to ensure the contract was fulfilled regarding dressing rooms, drinks, food and so on and that stage times were kept to, equipment moved and so on. But when I got a glimpse of Rachel…. Well, we go talking and I just let the gig manage itself. I remember standing in a doorway done the back stage corridor, she and I, chatting, laughing, smiling and then yes, a kiss.

Suddenly, she had to go on stage and she sang a short set including “Alison” dedicated to me, and then she was whipped away by her handlers – she was after all only 17. She waved goodbye and was gone….

Bitter/Sweet memory.

But did she have a voice….. and she was so beautiful.

Rachel Sweet

Out Now – Chasing the Goddess

The final installment of the Connecting with the Magic of the Land series is now out –

. It is available in paperback and Kindle formats at Amazon.

Chasing the Goddess – The Magic of Connecting with the Land Book 3

The journey of discovery continues via the invocation of and meditation on the Slavic goddesses Morana and Vesna through the three Moons of winter and three Moons of Spring. The Goddess of winter and death followed by the goddess of spring and fertility. The outer life mimics the inner life through the long COVID-19 lockdown and colder than usual gloomy winter into an epic battle between winter and spring.

Like the Hero’s journey, I descended into the depths of the underworld with Morana but did I emerge again with anything of value? An initiation of self that echoed the duality of polarity, the change of the seasons, and much more. I emerged a different person in many ways on the way discovering connections between earth energies and the ancient Slavs.

The series began with Chasing the Shaman and gives an account of how accidentally bumping into a local and mysterious shaman in Brno triggered an exploration of the land. This was followed by Chasing Dragons in Moravia that accounts for working with the Slavic gods Perun and Veles. The final book accounts for working with the Slavic goddesses Morana and Vesna.

Pants on Fire…

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Stuart France


Big Bee entered his bunker, ripped the overlarge black mask from his chops,

and collapsed into his comfort chair.

“How went it?” asked Teigue-the-Fool.

“Could have been better,” mumbled Big Bee into his chest and then, brightening somewhat, “how did it look from this end?”

“It couldn’t have looked much worse, sire,” said Teigue.

“Really, how so?”

“The Main Stream Media showed pictures and extended video footage of the after photo-shoot party.”

“They did, huh?”

“They did. When quizzed about social distancing and numbers one of your ministers tried to claim there were less than thirty people there. When that blatant untruth was exposed he admitted that government business had always followed different rules than those the general populace had to follow.”

“Something of a Barnard Castle moment, then?”

“Times ten, sire, times ten.”

“That bad, you think?”

“Given that parliament does follow social distancing rules, it’s pretty much…

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Chasing the Goddess

I have finished the first draft and I suspect it will soon be out in kindle and paperback formats – the latter with photographs. This is the final part in my Connecting with the magic of the land series and it outlines my attempts at invoking Morana and Vesna, the Slavic goddesses of winter and spring. It has been an interesting journey and something of a rebirth and initiation into a whole new set of mysteries around Slavs, Templars, Earth energies, dowsing and divination and much, much more.

The first book in the series was Chasing the Shaman and I was very pleased at how well this book sold. The second, Chasing Dragons in Moravia, didn’t do as well more is the pity as that is where things started to get pretty interesting invoking Perun and Veles, Slavic gods of the sky and the underworld. I think I will do a free Kindle period on Chasing Dragons as it deserves a few more sets of eyes in my opinion.

It really has been magical doing this work and I am now left with so much to do…. dowsing and exploring earth energies in Moravia and trying to understand what the Slavs and Templars knew about these lines and vortices….

If interested in this work – please do subscribe to my blog at Earth Magic Brno and stay tuned for plenty of videos at my youtube channel as well as the launch of my new book – Chasing the Goddess.

I Keep Expecting People to Wake up

With each loss of our freedoms, I expect people to wake up and get angry yet it doesn’t happen. It is disturbing how so many people will call for things that were simply unimaginable a few years ago. Until people respond and wake up, this is just going to continue until you have nothing and are happy. That is the end game. Actually, I think I could be happy having nothing but for different reasons.

Our ability to travel has now been removed. Once we had open borders now we need to have a vaccine passport or negative test. To go to the UK, you need to voluntarily pay to be imprisoned for two weeks and if you leave that country without permission, you face a huge fine. 1984? It is unbelievable to me that people have allowed this – even support it!

That’s nothing though. The climate crisis scam is next and then they get to take your cars away meaning not only is international travel a thing of the past but so too is domestic travel – unless you are a good little citizen and then your COVID passport will be updated to allow you to go places by public transport – its your reward for good behavoir.

And that passport will be used to grant you the right to breathe in the end I suspect. We all breathe out 40,000 to 60,000 ppm CO2 with each breath. Who do you really think a no carbon future is aimed at? Cows?

And just wait for the rest of this year. The lockdowns not only killed a lot of people but it cost a lot too. Just wait as we see hyper inflation set in and all your savings will just dwindle away to not much. Oh, and you will pay the banks to keep your money too – already a thing in the progressive Netherlands it seems.

Unless people stand up and object, the future will resemble animal farm and not the nirvana people aspire to.

Wake up!

Selling Your Soul?

How many times do we see celebrities come out and say things that are illogical for a rich privileged person? How often do we see them behaving in ways that perhaps we wish they wouldn’t because they are sending a bad example to our young?

What if many celebrities sold their soul for fame and money and this then is how they repay their soul’s keeper – and what if the price of their fame and fortune truly is eternal damnation?

I explored that concept a little in my novella The Lord of the Elements. It was the prequel to The Last Observer yet I took the tack that selling one’s soul was something people did…… I set it in a magical context and then let my imagination run riot…

A great read for anyone who enjoys occult fiction. A splendid follow up to the Last Observer which I can highly recommend. Can’t wait for the next one. Amazon Review.

Black Magic, Demonic Possession, Astral Travel and Bilocation, Ouija Boards, Good Versus Evil…. this story has it all….

Edward Bright searches for a lost Grimoire written by a magician who purportedly found the elixir of eternal life – The Grimoire El Natlez. Meanwhile, William meets the enigmatic and hypnotic, Ralph Meister, who promises him a life of wealth, women, and fame, in return for his soul. Behind all of these events is a sinister and powerful demon – the Lord of the Elements.

Lord of the Elements is the prequel to The Last Observer and book 2 in the series which finds both Edward and William in a magical battle for their very souls.

A short, but twisty, story that holds nothing back. Full of magic and occult. This book is a real ride through the battle between good and evil and the process of discovery of the ultimate truth.

Will William find a way to avoid losing his soul? Will Edward find his Grimoire?

Grab your copy of Lord of the Elements and find out.

Please Explain?

In the western world (North America and UK mainly – although the illness pervades many other countries too), there are those who insist that we all get jabbed – yes, even the kids who pose no threat to anyone. This isn’t a polite insistence in some quarters. No, it’s one delivered with threats. Those threats are of removing rights and even of violence, jail and so forth. I predicted this remember?

Now, I keep trying to get my head around it – possibly I am simply wasting my time as there is no logic behind it.

For me, if you got jabbed then why would you worry about others who chose not to? It’s not out of concern or love for your fellow human as – well, see above – it comes with threats to my health, wellbeing and safety. If the ‘vaccine’ is what you plainly believe it to be then you are protected right? How can I be a threat to you?

Or could it be that getting jabbed isn’t really about COVID at all? It’s virtue signaling and a way to see who is different? Because if you are jabbed, then you are either safe or you made a mistake? And, if you made a mistake, why ask me to repeat it by jabbing too?

Maybe you worry about herd immunity? Well, they told us that around 70% would get that and when you add those who probably will jab and those who have had it, her immunity isn’t in doubt. So, nope – it isn’t that.

It is actually a sickness that pervades humanity right now. Officious righteous believers indignantly wanting to persecute those who don’t follow the agenda. It reminds me of a zombie movie – join us and be damned or be damned anyway! One in which we must all do as we are told in dictatorial fashion and if we do not, the powers that be will whip up a frenzy against us. The powers that be will cause their people – the gullible who do as they are told – that those that do not are a danger to them and to society as a whole. Next, we will be marked out and we all know what follows don’t we – we were there many times in human history…

The fact is, if you got jabbed, you are either protected or doomed – we will find out through time. I am no threat to you save so stand out as someone who has a MIND OF THEIR OWN. A very dangerous thing in a totalitarian society……

Grab your copy of our new book – A Questionable Science – out now!